So… Before I start ranting away as I do I want to say I hope everyone had a great Christmas and a Happy New Year!
So last night was a little hectic… I’ve mentioned before a guy that has been trying to ask me out and he is so nice. Well I met him last week and everything went really well but I think because in myself I’m still a little confused and anti-relationships that I didn’t quite know what to do and I don’t normally meet up with people like that.
He went out for NYE as you do and honestly got so drunk… I was up pretty late myself I was playing Xbox as you do lol. it was about 3 am and I heard a knock on the door. He was at my door drunk as a skunk.
He basically told me he thought he had done something wrong after the last time we met because I haven’t been very talkative and honestly I felt so bad because he hasn’t actually done anything wrong.
He proceeded to tell me he didn’t really have a good New Years because all he could think about was me and he just wanted to come see me.
Which begs my question… Why?
I’m nothing special…
I honestly don’t get it!
I swear sometimes I sabotage stuff myself.
I guess we’ll see
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